Apparently it's "wrong" and I'm going to "break his heart" because I'm not one hundred percent sure of my attraction or chemistry with Bachelor Dos, but I've continued my casual dating relationship with him. We haven't established any rules or boundaries yet, so I don't see the wrong-ness at all! Isn't this what dating is all about afterall?
I do admit that he's moving a bit faster than I'm comfortable with. We've still only been on the three dates, then he went out of town on business and during his five days away he sent long e-mails or texted everyday. I'm fine with that and actually enjoyed the attention, only, he kept saying sappily sweet things like how he couldn't wait to see me when he returned and how he searched all over for the perfect present for me.
What what? Presents already??
Now, I'm all about thoughtful gift giving and acting upon sentiments--Hell, I worked at Hallmark for years so it's been branded into me!--but I've known the guy for a few short weeks. I didn't even get him anything and his birthday just passed!
He wanted to meet up tonight (he got back to town yesterday) but really, after my slut-tastic weekend, I'm completely spent. Physically, mentally, soulfully. I wanted to be boy-free at least one night this week.